Jealousy; insecure ones, apprehensive of rivals,having a outword appearsance of cheer under a scoff...
Green-eyed,know-it- all,one sided and closed minded people will be all around you.
Do you ask for such ones to be in your company?
No, do you need such ones to be so wary? No.
I can not believe these ones, such as it is they are family, they have there own talents...are they really afraid of what I can do? I have a mere talent of doing what makes me happy;and show love to others, with that talent, they have 40+ yr's of doing what they know, and what they should do, if they were worried about any of it, maybe they should change the ingredients.
open there minds to a different variety and guess what full bloom of flavors are out there, and guess what else the world won't end.
Then others say dumb things, but add a complament to it, was that really sincere?
Should I be questioning others should I really be suspicious of everyone else...
do I have cause to be? yes, so many of my own family have put me into that place of carefulness,being so careful and watchful,"keep on my guard" and they were not trustworthy, and they were only out for one thing themselves...
I try not to flont what I do... Im just proud of what I can do for others, it is what I enjoy doing, it has been a real long time since I was able to do something out of joy.
I'm not conceded I hope I don't come off like that.
somepeople want to be noticed so badly, at what they can do they have to point it out everytime they can of what they did.
Sometimes we can read into someones motives and that is not the case at all but what then?
